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Thoth- 5 of Cups-Disappointment
Lord of Loss in Pleasure.
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The Arcane Tarot- 5 of Cups
Many mistakenly label certain Tarot cards as “bad” or “evil,” while others are deemed “good”—a habit born of polarized, two-dimensional thinking perpetuated by the egregores of culture. This moral sorting is a profound misunderstanding of the Tarot’s true nature. Tarot is not a system of judgment, but a radiant expression of the One Mind: an architecture of consciousness revealing the tenfold movement of Spirit–Mind–Body through the multidimensional Tree of Life.

Each card serves as an emissary of the Macrocosmic Self, offering intimate knowledge through the lived experience of the Microcosmic Self. Together, they form a Trinity of Willful Awareness—Spirit, Soul, and Flesh in active dialogue. Within this sacred framework, no card is inherently “negative”; each is a necessary articulation of consciousness in motion.
The so-called “difficult” Fives exemplify this misunderstanding. They are often feared because they disrupt the apparent harmony of the Fours. Yet the Fours, while stable, are also static—states of crystallization that, if left unchallenged, devolve into inertia and entropy. The Fives, governed by Mars, arrive as catalytic force. They are holy disruption—sacred friction that breaks stagnation and restores movement to the soul.

Thoth Tarot- 5 of Cups- Disappointment
The Thoth Tarot’s Five of Cups — Disappointment unsettles precisely because it speaks honestly of emotional fragility. Five crystal cups appear cracked and overturned, reflecting the soul’s vulnerability during heartbreak, grief, or disillusionment. Behind them, sea and sky dissolve into murky greys and blacks—Scorpio’s deep waters clouded by sorrow—yet pierced by streaks of orange-red, the fire of Mars. Here we witness the oscillation between depression and anger: the inward collapse that must precede transformation.
When a Five appears, it is your inner Mars—your personal divine warrior—calling you to awaken. This is the force of motion itself, demanding that the Earth-bound personality confront complacency and exceed its comfort zones. The pain associated with the Fives is not punishment; it is the labor of birth. Growth, by its very nature, requires pressure.

In Hermetic Qabalah, this dynamic unfolds on Geburah (Severity) upon the Tree of Life, the sphere ruled by Mars. Geburah exists to balance the expansive mercy of Chesed, ensuring that creation does not dissolve into indulgence or stagnation. The Fives, therefore, are neither “bad” nor “evil,” but acts of fiery correction—necessary adjustments that restore equilibrium to the evolving soul.

Central to the Thoth Five of Cups is the askew, inverted pentagram, a symbol frequently misunderstood by fear-based traditions. The upright pentagram represents Spirit presiding over the four elements—Fire, Water, Air, and Earth—unified by the Quintessence. Its inversion does not signify evil, but imbalance: Spirit submerged in matter, Will eclipsed by fear-driven emotion, false ego, or egregoric conditioning.

In this state, one is not thinking in one’s own favor. Reaction replaces reason. The Psyche becomes ensnared by past wounds and projected loss, unable to stand in the clear light of present awareness. Humanity—the pentagram itself—turns upside down, head buried in the sands of time rather than standing upright in the sunlight of conscious Will.

Astrologically, the card is Mars in Scorpio, a placement of surgical emotional purging. Attachments are stripped away—often painfully—but only to free the soul from obsolete forms. Qabalistically, this reflects Geburah in Briah, the World of Creation, where Severity burns away emotional stagnation to prepare the psyche for its next ascent.
Thus, the Five of Cups is not a harbinger of evil, but the storm that clears the air. It is the rupture that reveals illusion, the sorrow that awakens depth, and the struggle that releases wings. Like the butterfly breaking its cocoon, disappointment is not the end—it is the threshold of transformation.



One might assume that this card would herald empowerment rather than disappointment. After all, astrologically, the 5 of Cups is attributed to Mars in Scorpio—a placement where Mars, planet of vitality, fertility, assertiveness, and dynamic force, should feel right at home. Scorpio is the sign of emotional depth, transformative sexuality, and occult passions; it is the fixed water sign where intensity becomes alchemical, where desire penetrates to the soul’s core. Mars, as the traditional ruler of Scorpio (with Pluto as the modern co-ruler), appears to have entered its own temple. One might expect overflowing vitality, a celebration of power—a toast with full cups rather than shattered ones.
Yet the narrative shifts when viewed through the lens of Geburah, the fifth Sephiroth on the Qabalistic Tree of Life, also attributed to Mars. Geburah represents Severity, judgment, and the fiery force of correction. It is the Sephiroth of cutting away illusions, of the sword that severs falsehood from truth. Here Mars’ warlike and purifying aspects dominate—not its fertility, but its discipline through destruction. This is not the revelry of beer mugs raised high; this is the stern call of the spiritual warrior, demanding sacrifice, honesty, and surrender of what no longer serves.

Complicating matters further is Scorpio’s co-ruler Pluto, lord of the underworld and master of hidden passions, death, and rebirth. Pluto adds an aggressive, destructive shadow to Mars’ already fiery nature. It draws Mars’ external vigor into the deep waters of the psyche, stirring subconscious fears, obsessive attachments, and the dark mysteries of transformation. Together, Mars and Pluto ignite an emotional crucible—painful, purgative, but ultimately regenerative.
Thus, the disappointment of the 5 of Cups arises not because Mars is weak in Scorpio, but because its strength is turned inward. The fiery energy of Mars, fused with Scorpio’s depth and Pluto’s underworld currents, does not celebrate surface pleasures; it demands confrontation with shadow, loss, and unmet expectations. It calls forth the bitter medicine of Geburah, where emotional stagnation is burned away and only the essential remains.

What may not be immediately visible in this card is the subtle tension between Mars and Scorpio themselves. Mars, having entered Scorpio’s domain, is in many ways ecstatic—this is his house, his battlefield of passion and transformation. He bursts through the gates ablaze with vitality, so eager for union that he bypasses the slow, smoldering foreplay Scorpio craves.
Scorpio, however, ruled jointly by Mars and Pluto, prefers depth over haste, a slow and consuming process of intimacy that dissolves boundaries and devours the beloved in layers. Pluto’s influence in Scorpio thrives on profound emotional alchemy—a descent into shadow, an embrace of death and rebirth. Mars’ sudden surge disrupts this process. The Martian blast of enthusiasm ignites an intensity too rapid for Scorpio’s subterranean tempo, creating friction where there might otherwise have been ecstatic fusion.
The result is a profound emotional disappointment felt “to the core.” This is not shallow discontent; it is heartbreak at the level of Geburah’s fire—where passion and pain are indistinguishable, where love’s intensity can both sanctify and shatter.
“The cup breaks so the Soul may drink from a deeper source.”

The Arcane Tarot – Five of Cups presents a markedly different expression of this same Martian current. At the center appears a white, queen-like mask or face, poised between a V-shaped stack of golden cups. Unlike the Thoth image, there are no overturned vessels, no explicit symbols of collapse or inversion. Yet the V-shape itself subtly echoes the upper triangle of an inverted pentagram—suggesting imbalance without dramatizing it. Here, the descent has already occurred, and the work of restoration has quietly begun. The key themes of this card are recovery, moving on, and forgiveness.
Where the Thoth Five of Cups confronts the psyche at the moment of emotional rupture, the Arcane Five addresses the aftermath: the soul’s first conscious breath after disappointment.
In alchemical symbolism, Mars is often portrayed as the Red King (Sulphur / Fire), while Venus appears as the White Queen (Salt / Water). Their union—the sacred alchemical marriage—gives birth to the Philosophic Child, the emblem of rebirth and spiritual integration. In Scorpio, this marriage is concealed within the underworld: passion fused with shadow, requiring vulnerability, courage, and profound emotional honesty.
In the Five of Cups, the tension arises from the absence or distortion of this union. In the Thoth image, Venusian harmony is eclipsed—Spirit submerged, Mars operating in isolation through severity and emotional violence. In contrast, the Arcane Tarot subtly reintroduces the White Queen. Though the marriage has not yet been consummated, her presence signals the possibility of reconciliation between fire and water, will and feeling.
The butterfly motif within the Thoth card quietly affirms this promise. It is the herald of transformation—not yet fully born, but inevitable once grief is acknowledged rather than resisted. Forgiveness, here, is not denial of pain, but the alchemical solvent that dissolves stagnation and permits new life to emerge.
Upright Meaning:
A situation may leave you feeling saddened or disappointed. While it is essential to honor your emotions, avoid allowing self-pity to obscure what still remains whole and viable.
Relationships:
This card often accompanies breakups or emotionally tense phases. Yet within the loss lies insight—about your partner, and more importantly, about yourself.
Career:
Plans may not have unfolded as hoped. Still, not all is lost. Portions of your effort can often be salvaged, refined, and redirected toward a more aligned endeavor.

Taken together, the Thoth and Arcane Five of Cups reveal a single Hermetic teaching expressed through two phases of the same initiatory current. The Thoth image confronts the Soul at the instant of rupture, where Mars in Scorpio shatters emotional illusion and exposes the imbalance of Spirit submerged in matter; it is the moment of descent, when grief and anger strip away false security.

The Arcane image, by contrast, depicts the quiet aftermath—the first stirrings of reintegration—where the White Queen reappears, hinting at the restoration of Venusian harmony and the possibility of forgiveness.
What Thoth breaks open, Arcane begins to heal. Together, they teach that disappointment is not an end-state but a passage: severity without mercy fractures the vessel, while mercy without severity stagnates the waters. Only through their union—the Red King and White Queen reconciled—does the Philosophic Child emerge.
Thus, the Five of Cups across both decks instructs the Adept that emotional loss is an alchemical operation, dismantling imbalance so that Will and Love may be consciously reunited, and the Soul may rise renewed from its own depths.

Key Insight:
Mars + Pluto (in this card) → Inner alchemy of shadow, depth, and purging.
Mars + Venus (mythic archetype) → Outer alchemy of desire, balance, and beauty.
The absence of Venus here explains why the 5 of Cups feels like longing unmet—a passion unsoftened by grace. The disappointment is not just about loss, but about the missing harmony that could transform raw passion into sacred love.

Therefore, this is not a trivial disappointment—not the wrong color of car or too little mayonnaise on a turkey sandwich—but rather a deep, soul-piercing sorrow that resonates far beneath the surface. The 5 of Cups speaks to wounds that sting at the very core of one’s being, the kind of heartbreak that lingers in the marrow of memory.
This disappointment may unfold in multiple temporal layers:
A present loss surfacing within five weeks or five months,
A pattern originating five years ago that resurfaces to be healed,
Or even an imprint from age five, a formative wound from early life still echoing through the emotional body.
The exact timing and depth are revealed by the placement of the card within the spread—whether it points to the past, present, or future, or whether it reflects internal emotional residue versus external events. In any position, it urges the querent to recognize that disappointment is not random; it is a signal—an invitation from the Psyche, via Geburah’s fiery severity, to uncover and transmute an ancient grief.

Therefore, the Thoth 5 of Cups ultimately calls us to transform disappointment into liberation. The butterfly hidden within the card’s imagery is no accident—it whispers that what feels like decay is in truth the cocoon of becoming. We are not meant to remain worms crawling in the hardened shell of grief; we are invited to break free, to let our wings unfold, and to rise into the light of present awareness.
Life’s trials are impartial—stuff happens to the just and unjust alike. Yet through disappointment, we are given the fire to reclaim our agency: to transmute grief into self-directed motivation, to harness Mars’ energy not for destructive rage but for personal ambition and forward motion. We are asked to stop lingering in Pluto’s underworld of regret and stride forward as Mars, fierce and renewed.
The Thoth Tarot’s message is clear:
“Release the past, for that is a dead place—fly forward into the sunny now!”

We are all free to choose. Yet indoctrination and dogma can obscure this Divinely granted freedom, chaining us to the expectations of others and binding us to roles we never consciously chose. In truth, our purpose is not to expect for others, but to be—to act as the operational representative of the Soul, the Solar Self—the Psyche-sponsored, awake consciousness that experiences information and transforms it into knowledge, wisdom, and in-form-action.
When we release expectation, we allow surprise and wonder to reenter our lives. Without the chains of preconceived outcomes, disappointment dissolves, and every moment becomes an opportunity to discover the hidden face of the Divine within the Dream of Self.
Remember: we are a ternary divinity—Spirit, Mind, and Body—a living reflection of the Hermetic axiom, “As Above, so Below.” Our task is not to escape the Dream, but to awaken within it.
Therefore, get over yourself and get on with you for impeccability is what we three do!

Further Insight: The Physics of Transformation
Modern education gives most of us a cursory understanding of Physics 101 and the First Law of Thermodynamics, which states:
Energy cannot be created nor destroyed; it can only be transferred or transformed.
What we often forget is that we ourselves are that One Energy—Spirit clothed in matter. We are not created nor destroyed; we are transformed. Every seeming ending is but a change of form, a shift in information and arrangement.
Transformation, whether spiritual or material, is a process of deconstruction and reconstruction. In the physical world, we see this clearly: what once lived becomes food; food nourishes and becomes the living being that consumes it; what is unnecessary is broken down and returned to the soil, where it reenters the cycle of life. This alchemical recycling unfolds through the sacred stages: putrefaction, dissolution, solution, and coagulation—the eternal dance of decay and rebirth.
Thus, the 5 of Cups does not depict true loss but the alchemical turning of form. What has fallen away is not gone; it is becoming something new—the butterfly rising from the chrysalis of disappointment.

You are the director, author and actor in your own assumed life- story!
When the 5 of Cups is thrown during a reading it implies:
- The querent has been or will be experiencing emotional disappointment for 5 weeks or 5 months.
- Usually, the implications of relying too much on others for love, rather than loving themselves.
- Here, there is a certain crying over past events, an experience of grieving over what has been lost or unlearned.
- Emotional discord as one begins to adapt.
- This is a card of regret, loss, and separation.
- The corrective of Geburah is being applied here, and it is the beginning of recovery where one sees the need to learn something new.
- When this card is thrown, you may want to release past patterns of disappointment either with the Scorpio people in your life and/or in the next 5 weeks or 5 months be no longer willing to hold onto past disappointments and will make a conscious decision to let them go.
- Be patient.
- Confusion and disappointment are exaggerated.
When the 5 of Cups is ill defined by the surrounding cards, in the layout, it implies:
- Bitterness.
- Desolation.
- Remaining in the crisis.
- Painful perceptions.
- Coming out of disappointment.
- A realistic view of the past that hints at a rosy future and a hopeful attitude.
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